They say things happen for a reason. I never thought about that until now. It may sounds too pessimistic, but during the last months I've suffered enough to say that people come into your live in order to teach you something; maybe they won't stay, but it will last their teachings. Nobody is meant to be with nobody; people change, people get tired, people make bad decisions, people take the wrong choice and then, they try to come back when actually they can't, they only must move forward and try to fix all their mistakes, and sometimes even it can't be done.
Talking about teachings, I've also learnt that the worst feeling is not to be retuned. I do not only refer to love, I mean all the feelings in general. You gives too much and then you expect to receive just as you did. But that's the fail: personal expectations. Then it comes the disappointment, the suffer and all that shit that floods your life. Does it worth?
And here I am, feeling more every second, trying to find I don't know what, thinking all the day about unknown questions and ending every day without any answer. I don't know if I'm asking too much. I don't know if I don't deserve it. I don't feel like staying.
I think I just needed them to say me: don't worry, everything is gonna be ok, time passes, the worst day of your life only have 24 hours and we're here.
I think I've lost my peace.
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